Learning Trade Forex

I had quite a run last few weeks and days since I returned. Most of it was done with questionable trading practices. I remember from before about a phase that I just went in to today. It's when I take whatever signal without much of thought or observation prior to it and then if it's not going my way I have no intention of taking a loss. It's simply like I don't know how to trade any more. I really don't in this situation and frame of mind. I know only how to average, be there valid reason for it or not.
So I need to cool it off now. Only option if I continue in this state is big, big over leveraged loss. I think that I became addicted to satisfaction of monetary gain and trade only to get another hit of it.
If today market didn't retraced who knows where would I end. So I'm taking a step back. Also I'm glad that I noticed it and I got to say that i don't like that addiction feeling very much. I'm not that good drug user.

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